Ah the joys. . . things are crazy for me right now. . . work is hectic to say the least. This will be a testament to my ability to continue to "move forward."
My life has gotten so crazy that I am now in a constant battle, every minute, every hour, every day, with people, places and things. . . and it is funny (if that is the appropriate word), how I am feeling the same way about my transformation. One minute I am strong and the next minute I am weak. . . a constant internal battle. I have missed two workouts this week. I may miss today. . . It makes me very anxious. I have not been eating enough, in fact I've gone days without any real sustenance. I just can't find the motivation to eat. . .
I ask myself, is this just life? Is this how it is for everyone? Or do I lack something that has inhibited me from dealing with these things effectively?
My goal for today, no make it the next hour, is to be strong, be brave and face things head on. . . then I will move on to the next hour. . . 24 hours makes a day. . . one day of being strong and brave. . .
One step at a time. . .
xoxo
P.S. I will also try and eat something
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